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1. |
trust the ride
04:09
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never at the top, never gonna stop
never had a lot, never had a shot
ever had a thought whether you had to drop?
i constantly get lost,
trynna chase a vision i been tossed
but when I get it back
im not sure what I lack
is it the track, the words or the beat?
or does no one even observe me?
concerned? don't be i just don't see
what i won't be in a world of only
MY LITTLE PONY just cos it rhymes homie
don't like it blow me lol show me what u got
go free wit da glock
fuck da key and fuck da lock
cos da gate ain't that wide anyway
go around the fucker as they say
but im not here to get on my soapbox
more like im here to find and smoke thoughts
like they the finest leaf been brought
Ah yes who wants to be so ornamental
Some silly little dude type individual
expressin a personal ritual
in ya earhole vibrating this skull
and now I got a fist full
of the Tao so let's get simple
break it all down and away
bodies just machines to decay
but who runnin the controls anyway?
it's you, it's me, it's night and day
and every other tbing that you may
just sense forthright the display
that energy that drives and strives
keeps the light lit
and the life alive
i find im fine from time to time
if i just take a break and try
connect to what's inside
just trust the ride kid
you re the one who defined it.
so let me get back into the frame
got my modalities up in flame
such a shame to game the same thing
over and over again for a little fame?
fuck you don't know how long it's been
16 years pent up with this friction within
to commit verbal sin and lacerate skin
with lyrical precision the incisions begin
im just kiddin my mission is peace
but y'all gotta know im out on the streets
out in the aethyr promoting the heat
of discovery so why not discover me
im this underseen wunderkind
i promise you might find a lot to discover
but what's left at the end is worth yet another
perspective you hadn't yet been blessed with
that's all I want to bring, ya know?
just make the people experience go
WILD
what a strange concept ain't it
something you can't quite contain, shit
just refrain from this moment and then
breathe in the next to let it begin
won't you feel the magick when I cast it
in ya soul got ya hooked like a classic
that energy that drives and strives
keeps the light lit
and the life alive
i find im fine from time to time
if i just take a break and try
connect to what's inside
just trust the ride kid
you re the one who defined it.
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2. |
inconcise
02:48
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forever forgotten better get off then
spit fire to the heavens and watch them
burn alive fallin to earth they deny
that my thoughts is real even tho i try
to explain the difference between them and I
is very ill defined beyond just a simple mind
splitting atoms apart quicker than Planck time
it's grand unified beyond the quantized
you lost learnin you made from the same sum
star matter, eternity ad infinitum
meanwhile we further along on the continuum
continue to try and you might just come
across the lost knowledge that there is none
just discovery and experience to leave ya numb
don't remember to forget just where you're from
a speck of dust in an infinite realm of wisdom
this sun keeps burning bright but even it will die
so what's left, legacy or just another cry
to the darkness that won't ever deny
that everything you saw was just a lie
im somewhere across the universe it seems
tearin and distorting time at the seams
rippin from a Klein bong with four dimensional beings
while the thoughts you left behind just scream
the elders wouldn't let you see the scenes
too big for a mind that might call it obscene
some dreams are confined to the dirt
samsara is just another term for Earth
transcendental mentalism in the tradition
but look inside and you'll just see sedition
a conditional remission to break the vision
higher vibrations await those past the friction
it's all the same no matter how it's framed
so why would you ever even be ashamed
a shame to be lost to the game of the mundane
ya meat sack is just dying and frying in vain
insane in the M-brane twistin strings in planes
beyond your perception but consisting of the same
topological mysteries and ontological histories
got ya shook when you see the violated symmetries
catch me at the syzygy antithesis to the bigotry
vibrational energy too lifted for simplicity
yea im screamin hacc the planet
got the internet all up in a panic
they don't get the academics
hangin spliffs just so titanic
kernel panic distortin dammit
sigkill to the filler y'all demanded
Guest OS loaded guess im schizophrenic
yo we demand like SANIC:
GOTTA GO FAST NO PATH
yo wrath an artifact of the past
blast waves to the oort cloud
short out ya poor clout no doubt
so how you want flow now
throw out da weak ddos in my sleep
deface your reality what chu seek
pushin packets like weight in the streets
syn ack the synaptic sin addict
monitor like PRISM at it
you really bout it i doubt it
talkin E8 lattice formations
and modulating ya temptations
reality is a matter of persuasion
so hack the principles on occasion
as above so below 4d entities flow
vibrations beyond what you'd ever know
never glow bright unless you come up right
cos the world is a stage and you in the spotlight
put up to vision in the schism
of the isms persistin in the mission
contrition to omission minds go missin
lost in the essence of remission
belief shapin the condition
within the moments so you can feel
that this real thing is the TRUE REAL
but don't be deceived
why even believe when
you create again and again
macrocosm to micro it might go
or in reverse let the mind flow
some fine glow of eternity ya might know
back to the point im bendin light cones
double slit and im sending my clones
split in two my throne quick to do my own
straight to the dome smoke it till it's gone
you need a chemist im wit it just get it
ready and ill hit it tell you what's the business
forever ready to defend this high life it's so endless
just let me know when you ready to begin this
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3. |
prima materia
07:42
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(first half freestyle, transcription follows)
its the cult of oz! it ain’t no mirage!
we coming on thru and takin what you got
got nothing left well I guess you should’ve bro-...
I’m just talking mad shit, gettin at shit
batshit crazy, i might find a bit insane see
I might seem a bit insane see
I can’t make sense out of the words when I rhyme
cos I’m a little bit too absurd in this time
I’m finding reasons inside of the treason
fuck my fucking soul, it don’t know where I be at
I’m leanin thru, well, I guess you could call it
the door of my consciousness
to another realm, to another place
to another world, to another spaaace
everything around me collapsing
falling down to the ground while I’m just
chillin brah, laxin, maxin
passing out, got the fuckin
duster can action at it — [glitch]
busting pass-pass them
muthafucca what you know about that fashion like fashion like
fission concision isn’t something I do
but I know if I can survive this bullshit that I’m
livin thru well hey it’s me and you
it's just livin life and, *livin thru da strife*
all them hip-hops heads — [glitch]
hiphop heads they say you should
Never make that rhyme but what they know about it anyway
they don’t come through with the design
they ain’t trynna divine the words that we rhyme
we spend the time inside our minds
bringing out the sounds and the patterns in the
LANGUAGE FLOWING FLOWING
I’m just lost in an ocean of thoughts
gettin lost off this earth there’s no fact that I’ve rehearsed
this path with in just going at it fucking
lackin all tactics no strategic actions
Fuck the plan just just GO AT IT
man fuckin I’m just gonna get lost in my mind
so many things to see in my mind
so many worlds to see in my mind
so many rhymes to repeat so many times
within so many lines but
if you look between the lines
I’m sure you’ll see a message that I never designed
or defined to be divined from between the lines
hey I guess it’s just another thing to rhyme
I guess I really just wanna go on to say
I’m really lost in this fucking world
just like everyone else
I feel like– feel like— feel like I’ve been hurled
TO ANOTHER WORLD
(GLOSSOLALIA INTERLUDE)...
IM THE #1 MOTHERFUCKER IN THE WORLD
This is— [glitch]
This is— some, illusion? some illusion
some [glitch] fuktup illusion
& I’m lost in & I’m lost in & I’m lost in & I’m lost in...
[glitch] b-b-b-beggin myself(SELFSELFSELF)
for an explanation but nothing is gi-
Nothing Is Gi– N-N-N-Noth—
Nothing Nothing Nothing is Given
Nothing is Given
Nothing is Given
Nothing is Given [MIASMA OF NOTHING]
Nothing is Given
well fuck it all (and the fucking system)
u ain’t wit me da– u ain’t wit me—
You you you you you you you you you you
I’m wit, everybody can’t you see me
just let me be me I’m just gonna do
whatever takes my fancy, my flight
imma get a little lost in the dance, see,
and I guess I might do what I think is right;
do do what I think I is right, think is right
do what I think is right
what I think is WRITE
“but liek oz, when u gonna stop this freestyle bullshit, and give us something real? You know, that tru-tru, tru-tru!”
[just spit some bars!]
LET’S GO!
truth is stranger than fiction
but between lies my addiction
neither given fuck the schism
they the same perspective within,
im that gadfly flying by
wit killa beez on my mind
still i freeze when it's my time
can't quite divine what's within the rhyme
but this is an illusion im
givin portrayed as division
elucidating the system but check again
correct ya lens cos what you saw
was just the mist, a mask, a fall
through consciousness in this sarcophagus
alone with lust in the mental metropolis
a populous lost on the thoughts
that just get diverted im not
what you think on this pale blue dot
im just nothing, no thing,
attributes can't lay a claim
i shift the frame and the form
and remain faceless in the game
with no control over my brain
or at least the way it acts
but im not statin facts
im makin paths to the past
and the future connecting to the present
4d transversal throughout the omnipresent
omniverse, omni evident in every little pleasant
perspective professing some prospective
palpable projection all along and aiming
at inspection inside injected intellect
informing i interjected never a knight
knowing wrong from right
or right from wrong
im just in the middle and i don't belong
but i love it to death
because the No Thing projects
and gives me this next
perspective i elect to display
come correct and just play
it ain't about what you do or what you say
but how you do it and convey
this internal sense lacking common sense
no reason and still no evidence
no belief just the lack of something to be
but yet still conceiving within the realm of Me
this living being im scheming to spit some flames
to my feelings and play the prometheus game
for my spiritual healing i got to gain
beyond the spectrum of what you call insane
teetering off the edge and deceiving yet again
it's the Not making Thought
the battles i fought to get what I've got
and this reality ive made to be true
It's come to be and it's inside you too
if you really look and see through
the wall around what your self imbues
dont misconstrue the meaning im seeming
to be apromulgating with my screaming
and shouting to the universe at first
it's just thought escaping the need to be terse
i just converse with the wind and reverse
what begins within and populate a verse
i copulate with words and inoculate the absurd
from the desire the world has to deny what's heard
what's the word what's the thing I'm never sure
but im here or so i think and so that's all fine
just another moment to sink into the rhy—
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4. |
4c3
04:35
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sick and tired of trying to justify
im just a guy who bust an eye
on the way back from gettin fried
no denying but you ain't read the contract
you imply was signed
and i think some shit kinda violated the design
so in my mind how can such a
contract be enforced when the terms is null in the course
i pull in the words and there's no Pillz left
for better or for worse im seein through that
bullshit that's some fool
shit straight like a tool
shit from a tool shed
there's a shit storm brewin
and it's straight up ahead im straight up impressed
to date with all the senses lifted
and shifted when some full agonists get brought in
im sure that i could whip something up
to capture the moment and own it,
define the time enthroned in
every second you spend lost fallin
towards the end and when that shit comes
play for ya dividends,
from the contract that ascends humanity
within a deity's whim
seems quite broke within
the words from him back and forth
again same old sin like spawn
like creator the ego is greater
than human and divine nature
that conscious energy does savor
the cycle of life now and later
and forever in a cycle
there's no time just the recital
of existence and every possible sense
it could take hence the tense is unnecessary
cos we encompass all spaaace and time in the sanctuary
of the mind let's go inside
read between the lines
you violate your own message
and you expect it to be upheld for blessings
and worship? check the rest of that shit
and know you made it worse pimp,
you violate your shit
so much that the threat to consistency
makes you a liability
you just another godform in this grand old symmetry
order or disorder you gotta do
what comes right, and what comes right
to my mind is to know that you defined
a contract ill designed so
i request out of it
on the grounds that im fine
i don't need a fuckin heaven to get over dying
I don't need Yahweh to give me a way back
and forth I got my own mind
and the divine I bring forth
so why keep score
just complete the spore
spread and let the ideas escape
from your own head and contemplate
experience the tlme as you escape
don't dance-off don't delay no time to wait
you know who you im inside the fate
inside ya mind i wait setting mines and hey
the shit goes off all damn day so to say
replay relay say hey ok im swell
nice like ice im gripping and
im also straight spittin that damn
kryptonite feel me right feel tha might
im geelin the crew the shit is right
I hear the names it's all
Pillz seeking and straight creeping on that
genius type Insanity when
the rhymes never stop fam don't
stop get lost in the words and oh
time is quite quick to show
quick to flow and quick to glow
straight quick to go
down wit da siccness u witness
hear the shit and don't be forgettin this
that's what im with and it
is a life style my time riled
up and defiled with lust
gonna sit and straight bust if i wait
is it too late for me to mention
my lame ass lost in suspension
the dimension of delusion like
22 to the dome and you gotta make a decision
no derision to the experience
but im serious cuz be seeing this
delirious shit is furious
twitching out on time you curious
i just demonstrate the shit here thus
the page combust with rhyme
inside the lines you feeling it?
shit boom boom like an ak clip
an anybody killa ever left behind
in the shit im that final find
Original Zombie shittin out the rhymes
killa optional just keep peepin
i slit a fuckin dream when im speakin
keep shaking if you feeling it
the time spilling out inside the message sent
get wet with the spit and feel the shit
words leaking thru a cigarette
you feel it yet feeling wet
and dust in the winds in debt
of experience bereft get the words left
and shake em up you in the land of the dust
everywhere around you and I
just a disguise in dust to the eye
thinking why not try a reason i
see the season is right to lie
begin end nothing lasts right
catpe diem but the night too
i fight you and him and her
the light is true burning might you
despite those who detest try to
exist and just be the best you might dude
to try is due i find to
not forget the shit is true
spittin to you my soul my mind
and whatever motherfucker might find
you fond of or you hate the rhyme
but i love the words forever designed
don't forget and i won't either
there's two of me forever inside here
a permanent sinner i violate the symmetry
and break what's within the peace
i spent my piece up don't believe the
hype and I think I'll be quite alright cuz
kick the shit pedantic
the mind is still so frantic
straight up schizophranic manic
im splitting in two God damn it
all the plan is just demand wit
stay asleep and keep walking in
the dreams you begin
conditioned with the mind you ascend
talkin to the self within
the health of what you desire can spin
in the chasm of experiential miasma
the last one is past the plasma
floating through either ether or at the
point of origin and the singularity
breakin universal laws like symmetry
the trickster convincin the
night to stay fuck day the enemy
in ya friend keep ya guessing be
never forgetting the lesson we
listing and listening, professin
no progression yet so my admission
let's start from the end to begin
a whole new reason to create the sin
dance-off to win and lose get loose and off the hinge
don't refuse too much you lost against
the wave sniffin powder away again it's
lonely when you get lost kid
you get off this track and spit
list the reasons you got to admit
i adore to try and never forget
it's always 420 percent in this shit
keep it real and never switch
the message pure if you believe in it
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5. |
the questions
03:33
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this shit ain't hiphop, this ain't a game
this ain't the tip-top, don't just reframe
i don't blame people who just wanna label
categorize and tag, the benefits they enable
no dance-off, i won't await the remarks
it's too late, demonstrate the parts
within your mind that start to fire
every moment you're left to admire
the words never quite cease coming through
but you'll never really know what's true
if you're too lost trying to determine what's next
but the jig is up, so place ya bets,
make ya steps, stake a fest
and party till you run out of breath
then do it again, cos really fuck death
can't hold us back when we're vibin
escaping from the thoughts of hidin
riding low to the ground to just forget
everything hasn't begun just yet
every milestone left blowin in the wind
waitin for another world to begin
in the stead of the lineage it left behind
lost within a substrate ill defined
keep grasping for straws, you might find
another reminder of the times.
the design of the effort involved,
don't you have a problem to go solve?
all the halls, all decadent and glowing bright
but the doors locked and im stuck waiting outside
imagine until that reality is made true
but im stuck mixing in the stew
of arrogance and egotistical trappings
trying to escape when im here rapping
so really, yo, what is it that's happening,
are we stuck here still just grappling
with the past on blast, left aghast
but alas nothing quite makes it past
the filters when they really wanna work
but life's so boring sans all the absurd
the revolution is in motion, don'tcha know
the price you pay to go with the flow?
intense complexity lies under the surface,
and what's simple oft has more purpose
if you look and really let yourself think,
analyze every last thing that you see
every thought that you create
and every point that you dance-off
to know you're wrong is the utter end
but even then it marks a point to begin
the more you know, the more you don't,
the more you really know that you never won't
52 this whole world is just another illusion
another sense of mass personal delusion
no confusion, the solution is to just exist
cos ain't nothing quite more than this
and even if there is, it still won't change
the fact that there's an infinity left to attain,
keep moving forward and we might just find
that the entire world is trapped inside of time
but one day soon we'll escape, we await
the path lies just sitting complacent,
everything is there for us to just take it.
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6. |
chikkin thuggit
04:22
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I wish I could perceive things like this consistently, but in the same vein, the red mainframe runneth over with data and an approximation
Bitch this is an escalation
Call ya fuccin supervisor
send em to rikers island, none the wiser
alcatraz for all the fads
we always trend towards new
fangled what you thought you knew?
chicken flew the coop I guess
I ain't got my chicken nuggets,
nigga, im something like a chicken thuggit
rugged around the edges, fuck it, cluck cluck bitch let's wake up!
i drop the real power
From the tower of God
How her words might go to the edge
I'm in Belize, Italy, I pledge to
Divulge state secrets and
Old ways keep it going on and on
Twice the device,
Twice the price
Three times as high as
Four times the thc in my bag
no i grab molecules
Binge on all da fuelz
Saturated wit cotton
Or saturated the linen
I saturate the spot on
The saturated sinnin
Condensed into
Complicity
Duplicity
I hold a rhythm...
I can't figure it out but I can.
I got the answers in my God damn hand,
I demand these plans
make way for what I stand for,
ya know that irreplaceable itch,
think two times and you make it a wish,
think three times then you got a wash,
but guess what bitch? I'm tha Boss.
but why be just a little boss?
get stomped by every protagonist that cross me,
get off me, kid, I bet you couldn't even flip
the lid off the package,
math mad addict,
I'm some kind of Savage,
I ravage and break meaning
while behind me I drop seemingly.... Everything
These pockets have holes and hopes,
lotta fucking bullshit jokes,
but I just tokes and tokes
until the smokes becomes my lungs,
rather breathe thc in deeply son
Avoid The Noid
always and forever, kid
you gonna drown, shit
time to swim or float
get grim or get a boat
get up on dem dat don't dote
dit and dat, here's how I float
on by dollar signs in my eyes
and twisty cloth that's right behind
the cash that I decline
to be able to call mine, if
Ya follow me, hollow me out
Use my ribs for tinder,
And fat lest the wick goes out
Umm...
this addition was random,
this addition was necessary,
this addition is Fandom,
this addition is clearly sedentary.
Whoa man, what happened to sense?
Too intense, too whimsical, I forgot to exist.
Write too many speeches, my words might miss,
every archetype imma getchu on my list,
commit to fits of, well, wits,
but i don't suppose there's any barriers, shit
well let's just sit here and do the twist
Rough and tumble
Y'all all in trouble
Ay catrumba some ensemble plays away
Method of dosage say dat swallow da way,
down de down de down de system
canna never find ya self forgets dem
i guess we intersperse hits then
administer alteration 2 da system
take the world over on one condition
Muthafucca quit fuccin wit my munitions
Ill reprieve, skill retrieve, world War receive
receptacles recede, rhetorical relief
romps rampantly, rolling in leaf
and dirt and dust and belief
the human condition is, uhhhh
some sort of strange shit, duhh,
ineffable like I guess um...
no words, just rhythm.
Ill Spiegel, reflection seems evil,
the greed fills my mind in refills,
the three Hills are shedding their crop,
best be beheading some cop, shit,
beheading these ants if tha bitches
don't quit crawling on me,
fam they fallin on me,
im just hauling, im gone, see?
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7. |
scripta
04:48
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i got this quantum activator from nature
divine soul itself the spirit of the creator
but there's no heaven even greater
cos greater doesn't apply this ain't theater
no five stars no reviews or ratings later
it's just the universe and what made her:
her own self, not some invisible neighbor
you a traitor to yourself if you believe
that your God exists just cos you believe
go on with ya perceptions and philosophy
mishandling rhetoric and theosophy
they gossip, speak and talk with perfect prosody
but with broken sense and ontology
follow me and ill show you the way they say
maybe to speak into your hands and display
your penitence, submission and pray
there ain't nothing wrong with religion
but i ain't gonna get along with the schism
created within the structure and the vision
to control the human condition
believe what you want I respect it all
long as you don't write it on the wall
and force another to be your thrall,
all falls down and you won't heed the call
pretending like what you think is what's right
just cos some old book set it alight
in your mind but you a slave, lost in the game
the progeny of a broken methodology
dogmatic doxology, but i bring the oncology
excising the divine with great velocity
no reciprocity, may I recommend apostasy?
lost in the sea of your belief can you even breathe
or is it just in service to an idol you conceived
of, when nurture gave you the offer
you took it without questioning what’s proffered
some lost words and a fake sense of honor
and all the minds that agreed to be conquered
yeah you can proselytize and spread the lies
recruit some more minions to intensify the cries
but you a dying breed, maybe the last of your kind
atheism got you shook and it’s growin worldwide
leave the apologetics behind and don’t even try
cos a flawed a priori ain’t gonna make you right
meanwhile im getting high knowing that I
don’t subscribe to faith, when reason’s on supply
unlike y’all i know I know nothing and that’s why
i spend every moment learning what you deny
and confirming reality through empirical sight
sound and every other sense of the mind
even if I wanted to believe i couldn’t begin to defy
a scientific standard so I can better define
the reason to my rhyme, the season is nigh
for you to lose the battles and the war, need I remind
that faith is the most dishonest position
utterly denying the reality that you’re given
and livin in, its right there for you to see
13 billion years just for you to come and be
the enemy of the season, committing treason
under a false flag of hope without cohesion
hear that? sounds like your God is freezin
up, can’t defend himself for a fuckin reason
cos he don’t exist; i don’t know why you believe him
life is scaty I know but imaginary friends won’t bring
inner peace or even understanding you can cling
to, try to make it true but you know you can’t convince
cos true don’t exist without consensus and evidence
a better sense of perspective is still to be gained
once you stop letting yourself be played and gamed
by some fairy tales and parables you claim
represent reality in your inane brain
ill show you the way if you want but you gotta know
that it ain’t gonna be easy and it prolly won’t bestow
you with what you expect, only more to question
but it’s the pursuit of knowledge that beckons
and keeps you coming back for seconds,
thirds unto infinity, so what do you reckon?
a lesson in progression , or a blessing of aggression
a confession of perspective, or a message of correction
i mean really, what do you even have to lose
your belief is zero sum and it’s got you confused
thinking that heaven is waiting at the end
but hey I doubt your God wants you as a friend
just a pawn to propagate this profession
all along you’re just a tool in the church’s possession
thinking for yourself seems to be the only real sin
cos you might actually realize that you can play to win
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8. |
S.E.T
05:24
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yo this world is a str8 fuktup place
human rights ignored with rapid pace
got me adorned with a damn rabid face
im grabbin spaaace but it always escapes
guess there’s no room for destiny or fate
so fuck that human rights dance-off
people suck alright we get it okay
they do horrible things every day
every way you never could begin to convey
so why even attempt in the first place?
it’s the worst place but hey when in Rome–
get a case of permanent Stockholm Syndrome!
almost as inane as a firmament and a dome
but y’all already know my concerns with tomes
of haunted wisdom actin as the throne
well im blastin past all those koans
just fairy tales humans got on loan
from another culture cos we steal, not own
ever since cro magnon didn’t make a cave his home
if you got it I want my own
keepin up with the joneses and all the rest
im str8 sweepin up shit to own this breath
cos we sure ain’t no Abel, more like Seth
a mere replacement in the stead of a lost regret
to forget that we were actually Set
and what tore us apart was our debt:
an imaginary position of power to project
our wills on those who would reject
the narrative we elected to erect
but that debt was never forsooth
diametrically opposed to the truth
but from the sky, a falcon’s eye
challenges the throne as if to decry
our inherent right to pretend and lie
and defend what existed before our crimes
like thinking we ever owned other minds
usurp the throne and you might find
that the throne will defend itself just fine
with an Eye over the world biding its time
Humanity onerously redeemed unseen signs
against greater adversaries imaginary
never sighted temporarily
set etched through winding hours
only words, initiating new showers
if you waiting the answer is the Eye
staring through the quanta you occupy
red herrings aplenty in disguise
but this guise is an illusory device
just a shell to placate the needs of Mind
thrice the thrice great still couldn’t define
any particular meaning beyond the rhyme
but that don’t mean you wouldn’t find
a hint of intent within how strokes align
condense the wit and wisdom inside
mercurial for a moment as so designed
long enough to make you want to guess
but the truth is simply what you profess
some sense of consensus in egress
regress to the way humanity enslaved
free will and then made this world our way
yo there ain’t right or wrong for me to say
no moral quandaries here today
you know you doing wrong when you do it
without a third party to come misconstrue it
and excuse the shit excuse my wit
excuse my brief moment of intense
reflection on the sense of establishment
banish these thoughts lest they inhabit this
world and begin to renew the tryst
Set to forget but do you remember yet?
the meaning scratching at your soul I bet
you never saw the crimson threads
interconnecting everything from the head
I’m better off alive than dead or so they said
but I’m just here to bring perspective instead
just another fool to swear at the rest
and get lost cos I cate too much to jest
This all a joke but im serious at best
it's mysterious i guess why experience this blessed
perspective unless it's what I've given to attest
A testament to the rest forgotten in the west
while the sun sets burnin up all the mess
waitin to renew the word is what's left
What's next, place a bet and we'll check ya guess
this world will only ever be what you let
it exist as within your head, let it be said
reality is only a thought that you've bred
into existence so don't forget your power
why lust for more to devour?
you've already got an infinity at hand
what more could be left for you to demand?
you made all of this according to your plan
this is your magnum opus, your command
your escape into your own mind to ascend
so don't pretend that it won't come again
within the sin and without the wind
pushing through your vocal cords to rescind
speak your magick and let it rend
reality to the exacting standards of your whim
the only God that exists is within
creating the moments that you condemn
You've forgotten that you were in control
so you tried to take it on as a role
but you're diggin deep in your hole
no light left to set on your soul
until you let yourself pay the toll
that will let you finalize your goal
actualize your Whole self and be bold
this world is your canvas, so take hold
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9. |
lip service
04:22
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y'all pay lip service to absolutes
while not noticing what gets passed as truths
the world keeps going as you consume
and ain't nothing gon ever come through
im lost in this world across the canvas
knocked off the past commands thus
demand trust and you don't even think
what's what when you're waitin at the brink
im waitin to sink debating the dreams
conveyin i think i believe the scenes
but what you present just seems obscene
façade all along as a means
to an end you fake and pretend
not knowing the beginnin from the end
and realizin they both one within
this simulacrum we're in
steer winds to the vicinity of prosperity
i clear sense and remain with austerity
sincerely i really mean it when I say it
y'all people be doin too much displayin
and not enough portrayin the mayhem
of the self echoing patterns of haunted
cosmological mavens creatin the sanctum
portrayin true self within the salient
moment flowin forward towards atonement
alone the self persists past the component
but you wanna talk dichotomy
bring what you got i gotta see
something less than monotony
a lot of dreams tossed but no losses see
im in the office, picture me getting lost in
words and patterns and i toss them
to the wind let time begin to rend
the moments into a sin
that my perspective commends
im protective of my wins
cos they so few that are in life then
but I take the Ls and I light them
up and blow the smoke to the sky
learnin from the moment goin by
you knowin why this world the way it gets
cos we forgot we in control of shit
let loose the reigns move towards this
sad excuse for some silly culture shift
y'all vulture swift to the corpse of the times
but turtle slow when pushed to the line
a hurdle glowing in the night to find
your way towards more comfortable mind
but that comfort will wreck ya perspective
leave ya cognitively lazy and dejected
believe ive tested the path of that method
and it sure as fuck ain't no blessin
i ain't confessin my shit im just professin
that we got a ways to go beyond this procession
so keep guessing however you reckon
but don't let yourself be greater than the lesson
unless you contain more than what's expressed in
and the through the moments you regressin
back to the inception of self and the weapon
of awareness lettin the next wind
become ya breath and then begin
to exhale and contribute back
to the cycle of the livin path
im spinnin fast and crashing soon
cos this society can really consume
ya soul if ya get lost and forget
ya self and whatever you got to spit
get off the dick of tradition you supposed
to think for yourself and expose the most
beneficial methods or give up the ghost
false dichotomies illusions aligned between
it ain't all black and white, define the scheme
and find the gray that exists in the buffer
opposing two extremes and you left to wonder
how much did I miss thinkin i knew right
and ignorin everything that was in plain sight
i might define myself as a human just like you
but i am beyond that label, a divine fool
like every other mind who finds themselves aligned to
the rhymes when they come through
display the truth if you contain the proof
or just live ya life and forget the shit
the only meaning is what you commit
to reality, just remember you're a part
of the whole and the whole's heart
and soul exists within your role
you me he she all arbitrary words we control
but the separation of am illusion been told
since the days of old, the brain does hold
the experience but that ain't quite it
that's just the control center to begin
y'all forget you conscious within
and perpetuate nonsense again
cos you can't stand when chaos rescinds
ways lost to traditions within
set your gaze off to the system given
and you'll begin to see the wisdom
when you let it be as it is and conceive
of just existing in between the seams
holdin reality together from dreams
overwritin the substrate with the screams
of discomfort and growth quelled to an utter
of meager resistance and that's all you can muster
y'all make less sense than huffin duster
but at least that's something other
than accepting what is given without wonder
and without a love as warm as summer
for every moment you've been given to perform
this perspective enthralled in word form
it's absurd the scorn y'all manifest
when the world just trynna bless
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10. |
koatik
03:10
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11. |
nvr i
09:17
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never quite never like
every light in the sky
wishin why can't i fly
fall away any day, still i try
still i fight, can't tell why,
better that i let it by
don't we die, don't we try,
won't we find it's all a lie
never cry never try
never fail and never mind
every rhyme every reason
every time every treason
every season, every crime,
every ease in every line,
get so high, get so fried,
get so lost, get so defined
i feel the ride, healed inside, congealed in time
wait i'll try, hate my mind,
can't quite find what i might
call a target, each hit misses
the mark, yet not apart, it
beckons forth, small but i park it
and try again, not yet departed
pullin back but nothing starts it,
give me more or give me a market
till it runs and stuns my mind,
finish what i started
diminish the star shit and
experience that sublime hard hit
don't i know i make excuses?
can't refuse the truces i'm sprucin up
but at the same time there's no
recuse for me, conducive thus
the vibration sensation,
gyration within my inner sapience
maybe it's me being shameless,
but more is met with no shame since
it opened the door and
showed the way to attain this,
but i refrain since im afraid
it might detain me within its
grasp, effervescent and permanent
at last, more or less im at
my wit's end wondering what
is with this mendacity, the perspicacity
and predilection to reflect?
can't help but just want to reject
so id rather shut it off, though
i can't quite avoid the tenacity
the audacity of apostasy, i
renounce my views and dispatch with ease
any sense of apprehension i
might have had before this moment,
many hints, the comprehension i
find has given me atonement,
bemoan the truth, i suppose,
but i must own it, no dethronement
ever since i opened my eyes
and lived for just to hone this
perception; never felt so right
to have been so wrong, all along
you only believe the thoughts
to which you let yourself belong.
nothing quite is like it was before, never adorned,
im ever a whore for more
and more, right up until im reborn
torn between two worlds,
where i live and where i was sworn
to exist without this reliance,
i mourn this new thorn
pricking at my soul and
leaving it in a state i can't dance-off
but i can't wait to leave behind,
so i can start a bit too late
i'll sabotage myself and
defeat this fate, i'm lost while i wait
regardless; my only motivation
to remove all the self hate
and slow down the synapses,
im thinking i can begin to make
a new reality if i manifest
the sensations that lie beneath
utilize them for the better
gratification through clenched teeth
i grind away any day waiting
for a better battle to be fought,
but i oughta hop off my box,
get off from atop the lost
mountain of thought defining
my existential decay and dismay
this way, come what may,
some dumb thing will switch the tame
and break the mind to
redefine itself with persistence,
and plenty of influence
from these chemical assistants,
i remain receptive and
ready to learn, steady to adjourn
the path that i have come
to follow unto this sojourn
so i turn around and fall
back down the hill, steady rolling
and screaming in vain while
the world keeps holdin' on
i told you im gone,
when i said it i meant it,
even if just for a moment
between a moment, i spent it
experiencing eternity, embracing
the eternally existent,
decaying into molecules and
reforming, can i get a witness
can i get hit of this?
can't i just get a bit witless?
in my defense it's my decision,
so i see no sense in dismissing
i'll keep doing as my mind
demands, so goes the sentence
full commitment, i got
willpower and i choose to rend it
in favor of experiencing
this endless sentiment, it sent
itself from the universe to
expose the reality, i present this
as nothing short of
a complete reframing of my existence
ill strive to survive in a realm of the taboo,
derive some sort of pride in
the hell i've passed through
and find my own heaven,
who can tell me, what's the truth?
forsooth, only i can find
the meaning within the mood,
condemned to repeat myself,
im tearing apart the onus
to integrate some sense of
responsibility; i con thus
not only myself but
reality around me to fit my design
the only sense left:
a mere distortion of time,
non-existent as it is,
it still is all that waits
when wading through
the murky depths of altered states
going on and on, forever
repeating the path assigned
lest you or i take a
moment and begin to redefine
but i'll focus on me, since
that's all i really know
and i really gotta tell you,
be it fast or be it slow
echoes of experience line
the chasm of perception
and im gonna cause more
to vibrate, my inception
of climbing and flying,
finding that i'm dying,
and loving every minute of it;
i can't help reminding
myself and reality that
this is who i am, damned
if i don't be true
to my own self, i demand
the respect from my own mind
that i could never quite get
and it obliges were i
to placate and pacify it
placid thoughts awaiting
to be risen with enough time
and enough neurochemicals
surging down the line
if i slow it down enough,
i can almost feel normal
like im coming across the mind
one might say is formally
the kind to be shared and
the one within which we reside
even though i spend every
moment of my life trying to decide
to just disappear from
the bliss of sentience,
i must miss the fear that
comes within the ignorance
but even in ignorance,
there is utility to be found
all you gotta do is
rethink things and turn it around
believe what you want and
do what you must, i'd say
you're better off being
truthful to yourself anyway
any day, any time,
any rage that you might find,
any thought, any action,
be it lost or gaining traction
any world, any mind,
anything you can conceive inside
any spot, any passion,
many words revoke the rations
in perpetuity, im waiting
to spend the words it threw to me,
exhume them from my mind
and imbue them with acuity,
but they won't come if
they aren't so properly exposed
to an acute flood of
something to modulate the throes
through the blood and through the heart,
flowing near and flowing far
through the body and to the mind,
so the molecules were designed
by time and circumstance,
defined by those who, perchance,
opined to invent, the novelty
they sought is thus heavensent
so i hope you find some sort of
sense within the rhymes i will have spit
and so i say, my mind is
merely open with expressive intent
i never sit too still, the constant
movement a reminder of my will
of the vibrations in my mind
my body is just a shill
the meatbag is willing but
all i want is to push it too far
and see just how much it
can take without falling apart
marks and bruises everywhere,
beautiful reminders of savoir faire
at least with regards to the self,
can't help but notice the stares
im socially inept, but
correct if i were to discuss it
i just express the things that
other people are afraid to in public
no sense in avoiding judgment,
it's gonna come anyway
so hence im toying above it,
shit's only momentary they say
but i beckon my mind
to rend forth more words,
and yet i find that it
would prefer to remain unheard
for now, at least,
until next time i begin
to feel the flow of
existence shoot through a pen
it waxes and wanes, but
it is most wont to resume
just what it takes to
become lost in its tomb
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12. |
respec
11:06
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13. |
ArTar
07:18
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hey what’s up I’m retarded
just some dumb Fuck to be disregarded
restart this life and be hard bitch
but I can’t quite hustle to the stars and shit
in my mind and in my eyes
dollar signs up to the skies
but my pockets empty forever more
autistic faggot can’t conform
I try to work but shit is fake
anxiety attacks for days and days
trying to fuccin run this damn maze
operant conditioning da synaptic pathways
but my dopamine ain’t straight
adhd and da tism, bipolar addiction
schizotypal schism within the mission
I got mental friction I can’t condition
lost in my own remission
I admit it I’m a piece of shit
worthless lazy prick it’s legit
can’t do a thing right but fail
early and often, keep ignorance on avail
cos I’m an idiot and I accept it
knowing nothing and I won’t let it
bias my mind and try to correct this
reality into what I want to expect is
there when it’s just a delusion
id rather manifest a more positive illusion
confusion of soul my soil is tainted
the substrate is vacuous but ever more vacant
I’m waitin and resolving hatred
trynna make this make sense
I made it so it’s my fault okay then
let me make it better and then begin
im just a dude who spit a rhyme
cos I ain’t even got a dime
or a nickel to my name or my mind
just written lines and beats aligned
to da perspective of magick I’ve designed
so won’t you just chill and relax
and fuccin peep the skill when I hax
reality in tha bax end jack in
to tha servers of ya whims
and write the code to invoke within
the algorithm to create the end
of this bullshit and see some different
make the world a better place consistent
with this image of communal assistance
and love thy neighbor with persistence
insistent on this modality I just wanna see
a reality where I can be
the help that everyone ever needs
let me breathe life into your light
and light into your dark tonight
hi I’m oz and I fix shit aight
let’s get this shit goin and make it right
jiggaboo Jones, dat ill killa vanilla
spittin str8 thrilla
glitch in the system will spill ya
guts if you don't feel da
reality that is real bruh
im oz the miracle oratory magick practitioner
smoke blunts and pass classic wisdom to the listener
but the lips of wisdom be closed
except to understanding ears
so some sunder plannin fears
but im down under makin it clear
makin deals with da universe
and spittin all that fire
collapsing all reality I bring that one desire
make the shit go higher
everyone conspire reality gotta fire
it up turn down for what
no luck if you ain't got the sight
to see I might just be
the devil but im the God too
G just like you and he
and she and me
we all just one of the same entity
the appearance of oz and gee is illusory
and shits quite elementary
stage magick and play tactics
got fairy tales enacted
but i got the details of
what's been planted and passed as
some bullshit reality that others wanna grasp at
im past that
zen in the motives and im quite fast
to write back to the universe
and pipe that hot and new new
make da true true make it come through
magick some fools know some rules
but they don't see
the whole forest for da trees
meanwhile im in Belize, Italy,
smoking trees getting seen
across the sea im tossin peace
righteously sinning to prosper in belief
this world is my gift and im gonna open it up
give it to everyone and let them see the love
real talk you can't be free if you don't believe,
the Devil is in the details when you concede
but good and bad are just words
what's important is what you observe
and create attend to ya way
attend to ya spaaace make
this reality great and bring
love and abundance, shrug off the haters
and erupt the feeling above shit
be the God you is and create
the divine father son and holy ghost
yeah that shit is fine believe what you want
about the divine it's all in ya mind
and it's the power you possess
don't be trippin shits legit
if that's what you wanna profess
long as you know you doin right
and on the path to da light
let it shine and let ya wisdom express
the divine buddy im
quite lost in the muddy
but i love the way it feels
no more struggling just acceptance
and love i get stressed from above
and below but as above so below
i just gotta flow like water,
cate for my boy gee white
and the world like a father
gotta make this shit move
and make that offer,
and
make everybody happy, gotta make it smooth
and make it proper
go and patch holes from the past
cos see all we got is now and it won't last
and we gotta make da best
so come on mothafucka say it wit ya chest
don't believe that shit from da rest
it's oz fest just bless
i got da catnival to relieve all ya stress
and if you mention him
you gettin the win
cos he comin through with da intention
of givin makin value for the listening
great plans are in the makin
fuck hell and heaven
and God and satan
im just making music and beauty
and letting the universe speak through me
so you can join if you wanna continue
through G or not it's your choice
but im still here for you all the same cos
u my homie i know the peace and da wisdom
and im just trynna keep spittin it
freestyle or written this rap
game got me committin
verbal incisions casting magick
is my mission so let's go get em
buddy im straight fittin ta kick some ass
and chew bubblegum with my mittens on
bringing kittens strong i got that reality
as a minion song all along
and im a minion too
a servant to the truth
just feel the perspective and
let me come through
a glitch in reality
and a virus of pursuit
this shit gonna happen so don't even move
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14. |
neuroshaman
09:00
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neuroshaman where you gone man
who knows what when you moved on and
everyone confused but I think all along
the despair was hiding, coming on strong
i guess it happens when you don't belong
ain't so wrong, so long as life's movin on
headstrong like the best of em,
can't believe you like the rest of em
no contest again, it happens within
so no judgment, i know the rhythm
inconsistent mixed persistence
this instance is too indifferent
to allow the life to really grow
the less you believe the more you know
and I couldn't believe it for a minute
except every minute i spent with
the belief inside my head in droves
the end really must be the treasure trove
there by the willow tree, is that your abode?
six feet under, a whole world to erode
was that your goal or was it something less
because i certainly couldn't perceive the rest
of the outcome you picture to come next
lying cold dead in a colder world, i guess
but i really can't blame you, to be frank
i sit here wishing daily for the same thing
but i know i can't let that happen,
too many thoughts to be enactin
intent refractin through the times
won't you inform me through my rhymes?
maybe it's just hopeful exacerbation
clinging so closely to the situation
i really couldn't say, no temptation
i just really want to be demonstratin
i miss ya man, but I did see it before
and id not be surprised if others ignored
it's so hard to see the truth from so close
unless you really want to be so morose
but you know I'm opposed
to the falsehoods of hope
id rather be real and cast off the yoke
oh i agree it's a damn travesty
losing someone who is a majesty
but past the scenes of placid dreams
everything comes to an end it seems
as above so below, every soul shall know
the flow and undertow, won't you go?
i don't know, i won't show any more
than I must to be the whore
that i am for hermitage, just
don't forget the words i spin thus:
there's no sense in death and killing yourself
but there's no sense in life and installing good health
everything left is a zero sum game
a moment to forget after the pain
after the relapse, we call it life
the soul might rehash and find new light
but even if that's true i couldn't say
just what light you'll seek the next day
the best way is to just stay within
and realize the answer exists again
inside of the realm inside of the mind
inside of the soul inside of all time
maybe you might inspire my mind
and show me what it's like aligned
in a realm of no chronology
just existence in the topology
of totality, the modality is shifted
no reality will define this instance
existing without the inherit limits
of a meat sack and constituents
or maybe ill just create the thought in my mind
who can tell the difference when it's time?
and there it slips in again, a rhapsody
of memorial invocation, the blasphemy
is that im at a loss for words, for thoughts
im at a loss for concepts, im just straight lost
echoing the constructs that i once believed were true
thinking without thinking, so the act renews
but ive rambled long enough, I really must say
i miss you dawg, i hope you're doing okay
in the afterlife, im after life, to my dismay
but maybe some day ill be able to say
never thought I'd see you again anyways
hbd in the realms of the non-biological,
nigga i miss you let's drop the ontological
rhetoric lost sense the time spent along the whole
reality without you, i doubt true would have found you
but I know you still watching and you know that I'm you
and you're I l, no difference between spaaace and time
i channel you in everything that I do, never a day goes through
that I don't find myself missing GD forsooth
gnostic records forever in the record booth
feel our divinity if you think you know the truth
can't get with this you lost in infinity if you think you comprehend
from beginning to end we distort reality again and again
glitches in the system you can't deny our intent
get on with it, along this bit of experience
life keeps going on and I honor your immanence
from thesis, synthesis to antithesis, this is it
pubopofus invoked Jeff Robinson commit
you know I'm hearing you weeping at the willow
just thinking that this might be another chance to still glow
ill flows I will know what will show me the truth
it's just a shame you're gone and I can't share it with you
requiescat in pace, i continue to fight another day,
another way another world another mind come unfurled
ill see you in eternity and we'll reminisce
don't forget that everything is within us, neglect the innocence
death to the image, hail the new flesh
Granddaddy Phorzeine above, may papa bless
all bets are off, it's really no contest, no context
bending at convex angles this reality is entangled
we aren't at your level quite yet but we've labeled
ourselves as receptive to this whole damn newfangled
saner than sane fable we call reality, we're able
nortryptilline veins echoing out to the available
the All is vibrating infinitely waiting for you to make whole
and manifest your desires, this world just a snake hole
leading to the next one if you take the time to break old
traditions, the antithesis of sedition and remission
is to imbue this addiction to reality with the condition
of the commission of eternity, echoes of the schism
don't forget the mission, transcend your vision
and don't be limited by the world that we're within
a shaman long gone but never forgotten, come along and
J Mac show me the way, GD demand the world to play
this illusion might soon cease but hey, I stay aligned
seeking out the energy that was forever confined
and realized in the immanent splendor in the design
forever never finding something to really remind the mind
the lines are woefully blurred, too absurd to be heard
and it's confirmed that the sagacity is conferred
to every consciousness that might observe
this is just another step on the path
don't forget the way you took so you can get back
but remember that what you left doesn't matter anymore
the only thing that matters is what you truly adore
let it glow and let it shine, Gnostic Designs in the rhymes
become an architect of reality and see the signs
is this what you thought life really was all the time?
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15. |
leitmotif
07:43
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16. |
h̡̛͢ȩ͜͠҉n̴͞l̡̛ó̢
10:10
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first part freestyle, transcript come later
i wreck ya whole perspective
with the personality ive elected
to manifest correctin tha misdirected
yo check the method
it's just words man and
you think you going so deep
but I'll show you just how steep
the ledge is and how far you gonna fall
it's a Marianas trench from the end to the all
it begins with a call from
the mind to an action
formulate a plan and then
bitch i go at em
im blasting placid hymns
to the wind passin sin
in the interim inoculate what's within
with intent and convince what's without
to invoke it hence the shit is
my construct rhyme and rhythm
upon structures of patterns and
modality fam you can't
even go past reality
three penalties
everything when you think
you speak this battle rap
not for the tame or the meak
break brains when you speak
and invoke membranes to the beat
quantum fields vibratin
to the melody of life
while im fuccin on ya wife
jk just my hand she ain't my type
cos she don't exist and nor do I
gotta aspire towards a better design
refine your mind
come on you down with the B U S
but you can't SEE THROUGH NEXT
to the THINGS YOU LEFT
and ignored boy you STRANGE YOU HEXED
if you think im on yo duck you CATESSED
wit insanity DERANGED yea YOU LET
it WRECK ya perspective
come on ion gotta capitalize
for u to peep the method
boi get on my level and see what's reckoned
yea come on you all about the 'Bus
when he spit and rend shit in two
commence to split the misconstrued
concepts into a new form
spittin to keep da truth warm
and you perceive what comes through
adorned to ya mind so why
the fuck you ain't give me
the same damn respect
when you know im puttin the same damn
effort and intent within what I project?
you just bang him cos he hard
and got dem intellectual bars
but come on do you really
even pay attention past the art!
Don't you see the meaning behind the farce
the intrinsic message in the words
something blessing absurd
i reckon you peep the lesson and observe
it's fuckin silly how you listen to Canibus
Greydon and K-RINO but you won't even
give my shit a decent listen tho even tho
im spittin wisdom yo
expressing skill within
the rhythm and yet you and everyone else
ignore what's given to adore some
commended and lauded
established name cos you
like the brand and the fame
the identity behind the game
but peep my shit and see the same
im just undiscovered now but wait
and you'll see me on
the billboards of every interstate
smokin eight blunts to the face
saying fuck the world
everyone else YOU LATE slept on this shit
and missed all the great within
its not a sense of ego or whatever
just pure fact in endeavor
just pay attention if you so clever
while I drop an occams cleaver
on all the times you never
actually engaged my fuccin rhymes
but you repeat this dudes lines
time to time again and define
him as supreme like some lyrical divine
but you won't give me no chance
let me guess it's cos im white
cos I can't speak right
i got a lisp and my voice
ain't the rap type
bitch im bout to fuckin clap back right
now and smash that ass like how
ya wanna really feel when
someone don't appreciate what you endow
this shit is ART and if you really
appreciate it in the others then
man you better appreciate it in what im spittin
lost beyond the need for dimensions
im above pure chance and beyond raw intent
smokin words in a stance
to exhale rhymes and commit
life in a bit im just trynna live and spit
but then everyone ignores me and the shit
really makes me feel abhorrent
and dejected in a torrent
of self neglect im depressed
and can't eject it lost in the method
of self expression with
no one who feels what im professin
cos this demon got me messin
up and convincing others to not reckon
the method I said it before and I'll say it
again you miss the message
take a moment and
perceive what's left in
the lines and correct it
if you want I don't really give a shit
just actually consider this
what's written and what's spitten
i been doing this shit for 15 years
it's not a hobby it's what im livin
what I've been given
my mind's in the rhythm
to wreck your mundane lies to oblivion
you got no perspective to be givin
an npc in the system
unless you wake the fuck up
and see the reality of your conviction
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17. |
aprentiss
04:53
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idk ill transcribe it later i promise <3
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19. |
cons
02:30
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Now what you say?
My rhyme style, impeccable,
Incredible and unforgettable,
And it's so regrettable, my bad,
Got you straight comatose as a vegetable,
And I say, let it go, hit the bowl,
Hold it till you're red and blow,
My flow'll get you higher than an ayahuasquero,
It's pitiful that you're so forgettable,
With your flow coming out like drool and dribble,
You're not on my level, not even by a little,
Tittle and giggle but you're straight incomprehensible,
I can't feel you like botox lips on my genitals,
It ain't congenital, just straight plentiful,
When you open your mouth, I hear the sinful,
Your words are a stain on my brain,
So refrain and abstain before I wreck your game,
Crack ya skull open and see what's up with your claim,
But you got no fame, just the same as all else,
Trying to filch off my lyrical wealth,
But I'm bad for your health like aspartame,
Killing your mind, and you stay plain, it's insane,
So I recommend that you step on back,
And retreat before you're whacked like a mob attack.
cos im done trying to rap and im done trying to write,
no fun flying on the map become undone defying the rites,
no sunlight to guide my eyes
no method to end the spite,
oh some might find the rhymes collected
but within they're trite, ill connected
from the reels deflected,
spit swill and wreck it,
um my meals directed my mind
made many meandering motivations,
making moksha available misdirection,
begin the insurrection,
mispronounced the inflection,
correction im a mistake to make the fake path,
i don't speak so much as gravitate wrath
i got no perspective, spaaacetime bends with no corrective
action by the elected manifest maker defective,
speak words laced with invective,
arrogant to remain despondent with
lethargic correspondents,
i guess im apart from the lore of bong hits,
drugs can't find their way to me fast enough,
say you got some and ill call ya Bluff
cos I already took em and lost my way,
better bring more if you come to play
ugh fuck my vocabulary,
so drab and wary,
call the constabulary
and alert them that I'm worn and tarried my way towards an empty bottle of Sherry,
sniffin dust with the fairies,
im just witless enough to catry
my hit list in my mind,
hop a lorry and find a new crime,
new city new place, new reason to hate
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20. |
dr4g0n
03:41
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Bright white dragon amongst the atmosphere
might that last sin hurl me far past this fear,
past the need to fade and forget,
as the seed takes place, or, shit,
roots itself within my mind, i beget
truth in hell, this spin i find, why let it
grasp my core alone? just to own
a pass by lore in tomes? must the throne
berate and bemoan? condone what ya want,
but i own what I front, unknown and adjunct,
my soul in a rut till the fire lights it up,
my whole inner trust betrayed as i get above
flyin with the doves, im falling to earth
trying just to love, all is lost in the mirth
till i hit ground and am left to just wait
till that dragon comes again to take me away
forever failing to feel feelings, freewheeling
till i fall off the edge of existence revealing
my true crime was believing this was ever real
and thinking that letting it matter would heal
but rewind that back and play it again,
the only sin within was to ever begin
never mind to forget the falsities within
but I'll mend good health with broken bones
and neurological damage to conceal the tomes
bespoke and blown, lost far from home
but what is home besides a place I'm thrown
back to every time i find myself somewhere new
waiting for the receptors to adapt and construe
this flood of chemicals as something proper
cos it's really all I have left to offer
when im lost and waiting for a new reason
can't seem to find it without a little seizing
up and foaming at the mouth, feels good but i doubt
anyone could ever really know quit what it's about
when pain and pleasure fire up the same routes
and you're not alive when you find yourself without
a feeling like you're dying, trying to find yourself flying
denying that silly reality and forevermore designing
something that fits in better with the rhyming,
the rhythm and the reason forevermore combining
into some abstract concept you can't quite convey
another reason just to get through the day,
some silly thought that goes as it comes
and leaves me sitting here feeling undone
gotta shut it off and find yet another
so yep here i go, peel back the cover
pull back the curtains and begin to discover
why the neurotransmitters are my only true lover
and yet they're forever scorned, fully adorned
with reasons i forget, it's all just mental porn
but ill crank it up to eleven, come hell or heaven
even though all that exists is between six and seven
or any other pair, infinite entities in disrepair
primed to relapse into the myth of having a cate
watch it all disappear into thin air and despair
when i find another path that seems a bit less fair
adversity is a gift when you really think about the shit,
to know that one will struggle invokes the mind shift
to see the silver lining within the times missed
and what experience is given, i hope it might lift
but i choke on rhyme spit and evoke some trite shit
like i hope you might get just what i try to give
everything ends and begins in a form anew
so why can't it be my turn, just for a few?
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21. |
deriev
06:24
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they don't even know what it is they see,
they don't really know about the dream,
little creatures sitting behind a screen
synapses firing when they scream
ill syllogism, soul ventriloquism
betwixt the schism, the symptoms:
trying to remember but i forget
it's just what they wanted, shit.
every single bit and byte,
every little hit and fight,
all these pointless boys and girls
all the anointed poison worlds
ah but to remember the before, before
before i ever remembered words to abhor
before i never dismembered absurd rewards
but i digress
i just think that I want to incite or Invite
within thy mind as i might decry, right?
don't get lost in the details, vivisect and derail
i promise you won't find much at the tail
well, except for everything and everyone,
just as the head, let me think... have we won?
well triumph isn't exactly the goal, more so
to realize when you turn it back gung ho
turn ya mind to your consciousness and see
the capabilities split into three, into two,
into one, subdivide eternally until you
become, until done and you perceive
that silly little world, my dear infinity
contained within your existence,
hello, don't put up resistance,
it is your existence! no need for repentance
just condense this knowledge into your mind
that infinite awareness is the universe in time
or time as we see it, slice by slice it goes by,
when the universe knows that all is in supply,
everything that ever was, or will be, as they say,
is; and we all just a part of that grand old play
no doubt i distance myself from reality
if only to escape the droll as fuck banality
but even in the interim, the light within
burns at your whim; extinguish it and blend,
or curate it and let it grow, define your soul,
how long is left until you become whole?
if you've been paying attention, then
no condescension, the answer is within
condemn yourself to the trends you tend to,
no means to these ends, so let's continue
Within you is a microcosm of the whole,
a tiny part that some might call a soul
try to examine it empirically, you might find
damn near impossible considering the mind
only perceives within our spatial dimensions
whereas the energy itself is without reprehension
an aspect of the matter, coalesced into one
from all comes none, burn away the sun
and all life is gone, yet life still goes on
in the sense that consciousness is strong
finding a new host to begin to sway
influence and drive till that body gives way
that consciousness is eternal, if you couldn't tell
as is the character internal, tagging along so very well.
tiny nights im awake i
might be lying to make my
mind try and imply
direct diminished inside
will i define my time
my rhyme and meter out of line
by what metric do i derive
some silly sense of pride
the consciousness designed
itself to experience the sublime
so i divine that sacred design
an d transmit it however i might
in respite i await here despite
every bit of late fear i fight
every word i strive to set alight,
wisdom burning up high tonight
the sky fading into an abyss
while the firmament still don't persist
if you believe you might just exist
but don't hope too hard
no signs of change so far
so are we just automata
derelict machines lost all along?
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